That's actually a relief to hear. I wasn't sure if maybe I was being unreasonable or not. Logically, I know it makes sense but emotions often have little to do with logic in most situations.
They're the opposite of logical, most of the time.
Why am I frustrated at myself? I'm the start of all of this. I let myself get killed, which got you killed, which almost got someone else killed. If I'd stopped that one domino from tipping, you wouldn't be going through this.
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Date: 2017-11-27 08:42 pm (UTC)By now...I think I'm mostly, just frustrated at myself.
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Date: 2017-11-28 03:09 am (UTC)Why?
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Date: 2017-11-29 05:57 am (UTC)Why am I frustrated at myself? I'm the start of all of this. I let myself get killed, which got you killed, which almost got someone else killed. If I'd stopped that one domino from tipping, you wouldn't be going through this.
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Date: 2017-11-29 06:59 am (UTC)Matt, don't. If it wasn't you, it would have been someone else and I would have still ended up dead. That's just how it works for me.
Well, not the dead part but finding the dead bodies.
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Date: 2017-12-02 10:06 pm (UTC)I have to go see Donn but maybe I could come by and see you after?
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Date: 2017-12-02 10:12 pm (UTC)Tell him I said hello.
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Date: 2017-12-02 10:16 pm (UTC)And I will, I'll tell him you miss him too. [ The teasing comes through her tone. ]
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Date: 2017-12-02 10:17 pm (UTC)Mmhm. Desperately.
Thanks, Lydia.
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Date: 2017-12-02 10:20 pm (UTC)I'm sure he will be touched to hear that.
You're welcome, Matt. Anytime.